It’s hard to not being myself. People say you should find who you really are but I can’t find my true self. I just need more time to think as I get to know someone because then I have been too far away from who I think I am. I know how I can be unacceptable to people. Then it hurts to think it will not be same as before. The way it looked beautiful cannot be beautiful anymore. I just cannot take not being myself. But I really want you to still love me. More than anyone else you love in the world.