It was not easy to tell you what is in my mind. I knew you were looking for someone to open your heart. If my feeling is too obvious, I’m afraid you might not like me. But I can say I like you. I appreciate you for making me have this feeling. I get moved to tears by your every small considerations. When I hold you, I feel that you are trusting me and I’m loving you. I even feel your tears that you were hiding. It makes me resent myself when I see you relying on me this much. I’m forever in your debt.
I fell in love with you. I want to marry you. But we are living separate lives. I hope I was near you so I can see you more often. But loving is loving, right? Please promise me you won’t hide from me. It’s just hard to hide my feeling. You’re beautiful, so I love you. As I remember your different looks that preciously remain in my mind, I thought I really fell in love with you.
You said I need you always, every night thinking of me. I can feel that you are not trying to hurt my feeling. You know I’m serious. I can’t do anything. Oh please what should I say to you? Just say no. Or say yes. If you cannot answer to me, please just stay with me like this. Don’t gloss over my eyes. Don’t go away from me. Please say anything even though it hurts my feeling. Don’t avoid me. Even though what you say is a lie, it will be sweet.
I really love you and it breaks my heart when I see you talking with someone else or anyone smiling to you. I just want to be your boyfriend and put a heart in having a good time when I’m with you. I want to play video games with you, talk with you all night, and watch a movie together but you just seem so uninterested in me. It kills me and I can’t take it anymore. I want to remove you from my life but I care too much about you so please I’m begging you to either love me back or forget me and never contact me again. It hurts so much to say this because I need you by my side but if you don’t love me then I want you to leave because seeing you would kill me everyday of my miserable life.”
They are walking the street next to bridge where river flow under them. He bows his head as he puts his both hands into contact each other like praying in front of her. He says, “It’s my lifetime wish, please be my girlfriend!” She is dazed.
It’s late night. He was texting with her. He told her to meet now for a brief moment at the campus. He said he was going to buy cigarettes near there anyway. They met at the park, and sat on bench.
Conversation didn’t stop. She smiled at him when he tells jokes or talks about himself. He wanted to take her home. He has never kissed a girl before. He asked her. But, she didn’t want to go to his home. So he confessed her that he likes her. She hesitated and said, “We don’t know each other well”.