I fell in love with you. I want to marry you. But we are living separate lives. I hope I was near you so I can see you more often. But loving is loving, right? Please promise me you won’t hide from me. It’s just hard to hide my feeling. You’re beautiful, so I love you. As I remember your different looks that preciously remain in my mind, I thought I really fell in love with you.
I believed if time pass, I will forget her. If I run away from her, I believed other people will fill my heart. I still remember her even now. She was quiet and introvert person. The regrets that I have for my weakness are killing me. I can’t forgive myself who ran away from the person that made my heart beat fast. I was bold enough to praise her beautiful face and I was proud of myself that I smoothly approached to her although I was drunk. It was the first time I was so drunk. The smirk I saw from people for my action when I praised her haircut gave me weird satisfaction. Her shy smile made me look inside of me who still don’t know what love is. I sometimes think of her in the day like I’m drunk. I wish I could see her shy smile again.
I really love you and it breaks my heart when I see you talking with someone else or anyone smiling to you. I just want to be your boyfriend and put a heart in having a good time when I’m with you. I want to play video games with you, talk with you all night, and watch a movie together but you just seem so uninterested in me. It kills me and I can’t take it anymore. I want to remove you from my life but I care too much about you so please I’m begging you to either love me back or forget me and never contact me again. It hurts so much to say this because I need you by my side but if you don’t love me then I want you to leave because seeing you would kill me everyday of my miserable life.”