Sad Fate

A girl who giggles as I come in. Time is too short. But I fell in love. I want to know you. Your laugh mingles with my silly joke. The young girl who Laughs like an old woman. I don’t even know your name yet.

Look at me and open your eyes. I want to know everything about you. But I don’t know what to ask. Time is too short. I want to remember you. I will remember you. I wish the tip of my fingers remember your skin. Nothing is permanent, even you.

I don’t have a power to save you. I hate myself. I don’t know what I can do for you. This should be the end, says another part of my life. Run away. Stop it while you can. Everything was wrong from the beginning. The tricks and me. We all shall be forgotten.

Fate

The girl who is sitting there hurts me. Her existence is pain in my heart. She is just my type. She has big eyes, and she is pretty when she smiles. I wouldn’t talk to her. I can’t talk to her because… Tomorrow, she will be forgotten from my memory like the girl I saw yesterday. She was not my fate yesterday. This girl is not my fate neither. Where is my girl? My breath feels heavy as I sigh.