I said it’s fine. It can happen. It’s not fine for you probably. But it’s not fine for me at all when you said you regret sleeping with the guy because you have been waiting for so long to sleep with the guy for the first time. When you told me that, my world collapsed and I wanted to cry. I remember the song goes like, there is always someone faster. Why did I like that line? Did you pretend to like me since I was just one of your lists you can try to sleep with? I did not want you to tell me that because I like you now. You could have kept it a secret forever although it may hurt you. I don’t know what to do now.
He is sleeping. Tears fall down from his closed eyes.
He took a drug that he invented. He is surrounded by illusions. It makes him live the world he wants to see. He goes on a long journey in subconsciousness without waking up. But he is not dead. He doesn’t know it is not a real world. His subconsciousness build his world for him slowly and steadily as he walks on. His passion never disappear. He seeks for happiness.