Maybe many people can fill in your mind but you are the only one in my mind. I know you will be smiling to the guys who are taller and more handsome than me. I try my best to be the most important person in your mind. I will try harder. Will my jealousy go away if I can make you smile and laugh? Will it disappear from my mind if I see your genuine smile? It feels like there is a wall around you that I have to put all my efforts to climb because it’s too high for me. That wall looks lower and easier for other guys than mine. Don’t be tricked by the guys who can easily climb your wall. The wall that can be easily climbed will be easily climbed back.



He comes out of building through the door. She is coming from distance to the door. He holds it for her, not fully caring and looking where she is. She lightly hastens her walking to the door. She says, “Thank you,” with a smile on her face. He glimpses at her with a hardly visible grin, and replies in hardly audible voice, “You’re welcome.”


He loves how she makes eye contact. She comes to stand very close to him boldly. Then she asks a question with genuine interest. The way she looks at his eyes seems even ardent. He can’t keep the eye contact because he won’t be able to resist smiling in front of her. He admires her mature behavior of the experienced person even though they have the same age. She knows how to be attractive.

She is doing the same thing to another guy right in front of him.

Unnatural Smile

Actually, he didn’t mean to travel with these 2 girls who he knew in same college. He was only about to guide them to a cheap place to stay in LA since they met by chance. But now they are staying in same hotel in separate room. They went to observatory on mountain together to look down the whole LA downtown.

He asked a middle aged woman to take a picture of them. He was in the middle between them. Just before she takes a picture, he hugged them with each arm, trying his best to make a smile and look cool. But it did not come out as he expected. His eyes were not smiling, and face muscles moved arbitrarily.